There’s a Beach that has Different Scenery Everyday…

                It was Friday when I sat on my tiny bed thinking about my life, alone. Yeah everything seemed so nice. And then I remembered about spending one of those great days in my life at one beach. Beach is my favorite place to spend my time. Alone or not. You can find one day it looks so lively, so crowded. So many humanities inside-those gang of surfers facing the huge huge wave with happy faces written on each of them, the parents look over their child making a sand castle that is soon to be wiped away by the water, but at least they’re feeling happy. Or you might find some couples romancing with a sunset above them, or some of them who stay alone, just sitting on the sand or enjoy the beautiful scenery. But I find it sometimes looks just so empty, sometimes it’s peaceful, but it’s not impossible to look awful; those rainstorms, huge wind, everybody run away, so empty until one day they come back in, sometimes it changed with new people, new feelings, different scenery. But still beautiful somehow. That is how my life looks like.

                There’s not much to tell about my life, it’s actually the same like the beach that has different scenery. Everyday I grow up feeling brand new and curious about what’s going to happen today and tomorrow also the next year etc. I meet so many people and make a living with them, I learn a lot and getting inspired by them. They help me raise. I’m feeling alive and not empty. I freak out over things all the time, so many emotions captured in my life. My day has taken me to challenges sometimes, which looks like a rainstorm on the beach, I feel so up and down like between to do it or to leave it, how I think like I can’t do this but I need to, that’s a responsibility. It’s a dark times lead you to your golden days somehow. The saddest thing that usually happens is when you caught up inside the messy-awful rainstorm that makes you feel like everybody is leaving one by one trying to safe themselves from their own rainstorm too but you feel like it must be happen because the reason to survive in a way. You learn a lot how to deal your own and after all you step to your winning day when everybody’s waiting you there to say “yeah finally” and your life becomes beautiful again. Your life is ready to be filled with the whole new experience, like a new scenery to remember. Everything just changing. Life doesn't always have a beautiful scene, but always interesting huh? Just like the beach and its changing-scenery.

You're All in it For Your Friendship

Living in this such cruel cold world, sarcasm stare of some strangers, too much focus in deadlines, even could be worse if we feel lonely, got nobody to share craziness with, too awful to live without friendship. One thing that makes you strong enough to face your wonderful-crazy-messy days, to feel motivated to pursue your goals indeed.

So what comes first when you got one day you chill alone inside a coffee shop hear something maybe from whispers in your mind, about friendship? Is that something sentimental? Or marvelous? Or awful? Or dangerous? Or you got it mixed to be something random because of its ups and downs? Well we can get so many answers or even no answer about this don’t you think, buddy?

But I want to share you this maybe silly opinion of mine is for me it’s a huge feelings when you feel like “in” with one or two of people you know for long and short times. You got such an energy to feel excited to see their faces and freaking out in front of them and they don’t look at you as freak. But yeah you went freak together. It’s like you’re really in it, like never go out of the style-the way your friendship feels like. When you feel like out of the woods about something, they put you back in somehow.

Let’s say I have this idk, marvelous friendship I think? With one of my best friends named Arisa, she’s the best of all I must say. This MF (marvelous friendship) thingy was actually started when we were in junior high school. Being members in the same organization in my junior high school and got to work together has made us think like “I think you’re a good friend, yeah you are. NO you’re my best friend. I always need your advice.” Really want to share our goofy picts when we were young but I don’t know where I I put itL  But lemme find some for you, I think after we got into same high school (before I moved to another high school at the second year).

Junior year

and

Senior year

Yeah the second one is actually taken around January this year, so short story after making friends in the in the junior high school, until high school, worked together in some organizations until I moved and it separated us buuuut yeah of course we still hang out together. The funny thing about our style is, first I was so girly and she wasn’t really like that, but by the time we grow up and found our own interests and style, it all turned to be the opposite like it used to be lol and she’s like way more quiet while I’m a person who is always freaking out over things and seemed never calm down. So basically we’re completely different in personality and style. But it combined to be like unique friendship atmosphere we got in the way we react to issues and etc.

Now your turn to tell me about your friendship, cmon I’m waiting!;)